random stuff from me

Woot Woot!!

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 01:31:02 GMT

woot woot i say woot woot!...i am in a really bloody good mood!...i got my assignment done and now i'm off to the art gallery and tonight...well tonight i get to party alittle ..yay!!!! Hope everyone else is having a good day!!

peace out y'all! xx

exciting!!!!!

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:02:04 GMT

so yea...i go back to staudy on the 5th i am pumped! ...also i am going to get fucked up 2moz night at moist yay! can't wait! but mostly i am excited about ther things...which i think i will keep to myself...*sigh*...hehe...anywho catch anyone reading this on tha flipside! xox

disatser!

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 00:44:45 GMT

well i was fired today so i am feeling particularly crappy....so i have resolved to go and get drunk on my balcony in the sun...fan-fucking-tastic....ahhh well....no more assholes to deal with wooohooo! ....and now i can get back to my design....u know i've hardly done any designing since starting that job....but don't cry for me argentina.....

after all....tomorow is a new day ... chin up young person!

bored out of my skull!!

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:56:46 GMT

so bored right now!...too many crazies in the world!...but i still love my job...er....most days...heheh

a night to remember....or perhaps...to forget

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 03:37:52 GMT

okay so had a fantastic night friday night ...well for the most part....i was also all set top work on sat....but the night took an unfortunate turn ...well the morning i should say...but i will get to that.

Started at my place and had shots of Jager with my good friend Renae so was part trashed when i hit deck...danced for afew hours with one of my fave gay bois....Elias....u lil spunk! Then kicked onto Arq...which was a decadent feast for the eyes and a shear pleasure to be dancing with some fantastic friends...and also seeing friends i havent seen for ahwile ....and those who i hadn't wanted to see....but the reunion went ok.

I have been blessed by being privlaged to meet one of the most amazing gurls in the past few weeks....she is bright, intellengent, thoughtful....and just one of those people who make this time a wonderous time in my life....i very much hope i will be seeing more of her as time goes on....even to have her as a friend in my life would be fantastic.

Then the night came to an end...we'd danced all we could and went to chill on the very well named trashbag hill before making the horribly honest journey to central.

At central i met the young ones....i call them this as althought i am only 3 yrs on sum they make me feel terribly old...LOL...but at the same time make me feel young again. I was lucky enough to have Mads (happy Bday for friday hun...now ur legal! LOL) for company on the train...for which i thank her....and also am glad she got off when she did because just as my stop drew near i grew aware of two guys talking about lesbians...they were carrying on with stuff like "lesbians shouldn't have babies....and they steal mens women...etc..." So as i got up to get off they spotted me... i took a deep breath because there was no avoiding confrontation....they spotted me and said...."ahhh so what do u think?" i just shrugged and said what do you mean what do you think?...you can't possibly expect me to justify any of what you have said by answering you...then he got up and came towards me and swung at me...fuckin drunkin male bastard....it makes me sick to the stomach to think i jumped off just in time for him to miss me and the doors to shut...i would have copped it...but not only that it would have made me hate men....and the thing is i don't...

anyway so i made it home unscathed physically but mentally i was abit of a wreck....and so i called in sick...which i hated doing but...i just dont think i could have fronted a saturaday full of assholes at the RSPCA with my mind set...and Lady Lani if ur reading this...thankyou again so much you are a Star! Me love you long time! haha!
Well now i have babbled too much and u prolly gave up reading ages ago but for those who persevered i thankyou!

Lets hope the rest of oiur nights and days are happy ones....and people wake up to themselves! xoxox Peace out!

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:26:09 GMT

well my life is a shit fight at the moment, just once when i get ahead....i'd like to fuckin stay there!...my housemate has fucked me up so i am not talking to her at the moment.....i dunno if wanna talk to her again...i have to come up with a big load of cash and although i know i can do it...whats shitting me is that i have to do it in the first place.....and not only that but it puts my savings all off again....like i said...one step forward...fifty steps back....i was saving for a laptop and broadband goddamn it....

I am also having to re-apply for my course for next year but i have no idea how i am going to do it!.....i dont wanna give up working but i want....nay i have to finish my course...but juggling its gunna be hard....look at me...feeling all pathetic for myself...theres worse off people in the world i know....but sometimes you just need alittle pitty session to make yourself feel better....hehe...see there i laffed...must be working....

welllll...i am at the local library...and theres a highly annoying guy on the computer next to me who hasnt stopped making noise....if hes not on the phone he's whistling...not proper whistling....that whistling you do when u jjjjuussttt make a noise....rrraahhh!!!!! i'm gunna fucking kill him...maybe if i type louder he will egt pissed at me and i can tell him to get fucked..ha! i am feelin much better! woooooohoooooo....i want to go out so badly this weekend....but i have to save my money....maybe i can go out and not spend money?.....i've done it before.....it can be done again..

the weekend after.....

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 00:26:01 GMT

so i didnt get to go to sleeze....:( poor me....but this weekend gone imade up for it most definitly....was half way to city on fri nite then my mate bailed...but i caught up with another friend and had a great time having free drinks t the east village...woooo!...thanx Lou!...
Sat night....went to pheonix for the first time...its dark and dingy...but i have to say the music was pretty good and had fun catching up with people...danced the night away literally....then headed to the oxford and played afew rousing games of pool..danced till the sun was well and truelly up and mozied on home at about 10am....had a fantatsic night....havent done a stint like that in awhile...and apart from being tired today at work....i must say i am not suffering from a hangover...or my headcold anymore...woooohoooo!....

wed nite....look out newtown hotel! hehehe.....dani and bex you should bring ur asses down there!

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 00:15:54 GMT

life sucks today.....but who cares....

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 02:27:12 GMT

okay so i'm at work got five mins left on lunch break, wooo!
hope everyone has been good lil chickens, hopefully i will get somemore time on here another day to catch up with y'all. My new job is spiffin! All the puppys an kittys are cute as so anyone who wants one should come get one i say!!!
Am going to the sly this wed night and deck on friday so i hope to some familiar faces around....that means you!!! biatches! mwwuuhahaha and a special shout out to Lani hey gurly! you should come with! leave that hubby at home come party with the gurls! yay! anywho gotta be going have fun chikadees ...peace out! mwah!

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 01:19:45 GMT

okay this is quick ccoz am at work- i'll be out at moist this fri yay! new job fantastic!!! miss y'all

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 08:52:13 GMT

i am so freakin happy!....i am goin home tommorow...home to my unit..where i live.....where i do what i want...and sleep in my bed...and go out till obnoxious times of the night/morning...and see my friends....suz....you me bball this week!....mark!...hopefully i will see u friday night we'll have a boogie!....L gurls....u know i've missed ur asses...biancs!...u me....prowl time! haha...everyone else...you know i've missed you...i will see y'all real real soon..*does happy dance* peace out happy folk! xxx

kid's say the darndest things take 2

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 22:20:01 GMT

so this morning whilst trying to have a sleep in through the racket of my relatives (which i have to say is imfuckinpossible) i heard my neice remark....

codie-lee: nanny?....when u were little and the world was black and white?....did the toothfairy to come and take your tooths away? (question relative to her loosing a tooth just last night)

but how about that "when the world was black and white?" ....Its funny because i thought the same thing when i was her age...that the world was black and white after being subjected to so many movies from the 30's-50's that happened to be in black and white by my Grandmother....codie's greatgrandmother.....i wondered if she too had been subjected to them herself....i just smiled to myself and rolled over to attempt to go back to my fantastic dreams of the night before.....

Title: What is your Dyke Rating?

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:25:43 GMT

You're a softbutch. You're not as comfortable as other women in feminine dress, but you can still wear a skirt when forced. Guys only consider you mildly threatening, if at all. You attract some men, though most can figure out you're not into them. You have little trouble being pals with them. You're not afraid of tools and if you had the urge, you could probably handle hanging cabinets or installing hardwood floors. Still, you're not a motivated a do-it-yourselfer and usually only get caught in home improvement projects to impress or placate the girl you're dating.

http://www.quizilla.com/cgi-bin/result/result.pl

omg....its like looking into a mirror....crazy!...lmao...

teacher said....

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 23:25:35 GMT

so yesterday i was in a funny mood...to day i am feeling much better...optomistic even that i am getting over this crap!....i think it mighta been the weather...it was pretty yuck up her yesterday...today however the "sun is shinning...weather is free yea...makes you want to move...your dancing feet yea"...and so on....

i was alittle concerned yesterday after the trip to the park....this is how park played out with my neice...there we were playing having fun..then my neice exclaims "oh look at those flowers aunty kendall!"

i say " oh yeah...lets go and have alook shall we"

(flowers are nothing particularly special...but they were bright orange)

codie-lee: oh i want to pick one!

me: pick one then...its ok.

codie-lee: but you're not supposed to touch god's creations.

me: (confused & alittle dumbstruck o_O ) Oh...ummm...i'm sure god won't mind if you pick one...

codie-lee: yea....he probably wont notice it... (don't kids say the darndest things?)

me: who told you about god's creations?

codie-lee: teacher

me: aaahhh i see...(whilst inside my head i'm thinking- fuck!?)

Later i reflected upon this and thought....its all very well and good that my neice is experiencing religion but what scares me is that she is being versed in a religion which dislikes gay people....and when i voiced this to my mother she said..."oh its okay she will be old enough one day to make up her own mind".....

and i thought "yes well in the meantime she is being brainwashed and by the time shes old enough she may not want me in her life because being gay i am "against her religion" ...

what to do huh?...spose i cant do anything...just hope that when she is old enough to understand she doesnt decide she doesnt want me in her life because that would be really hard....*sigh*...ugh kids...minds easily warped i guess...

fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck.grrrrr

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 05:07:38 GMT

i am babysitting my neice today...thats not the reason for my heading....i am really..uuuhhgg....rrrrhhh....i dont know what...very funny mood.....*looks out window into clouds* very contemplative today...feelin abit down...shouldnt i guess...but i think i am missing Sydney....and my friends. I miss playing basketball with S. and listening to Loz call Lisa woggurl and even Lulu talk my ear off at in-appropriate times....and i miss Sharon....fuck it...i don't know why...its fuckin unbeleivable here i was thinking that i am doing totally ok and fine and gunna move on and be friends and tra la la la laaa....then this feeling of misery comes along...so over it! RRRAAAHHH!....lol..look at me ...modd swing city. I am going to go have a smoke...try and compose myself...

I tried to do the best i could,
you know i'd never have hurt you u know i never would,
why couldnt you have made things fair
and told me from the begining....right then and there,
It would have been easier to have been straight from the start
But instead you damn near broke my heart.

why oh why?

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 07:05:24 GMT

so i decided to stay for alil while longer...i figured i wasn't doing anything so it'd be ok...now i find out rspca is offering me a job so wot do i do?....hmmmm is tuff decision.....the pay is way bad...but its a really good cause...and i'd love it so much...it'd prolly be ok to hold me over untill next year so i can go back to tafe....ggrrr wot to do?

i was all ready to go this morning bag packed no probs then i thought...well aside from being alil bored i didnt really need to go back to Sydney just yet...plus i knew itd make my mother happy....but now i am wanting to be back in Sydney so i can figure all this stuff out....well...will just have to see wot happenes....will keep you posted.

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 07:10:02 GMT

fine....i m off to get beer and do more knitting....*yawn*

so um yea...like...er...um....yea....whatever...

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 23:26:54 GMT

well i am bored again today...after shopping antics i am left with nothing to do...and worst part is looks like is going to rain...so no beach today....maybe i will clean the house....omg....i feel so dirty....am actually thinking of doing more domestic chores....eeyyuk!

Naaa i don't mind really....i put sum more pics on here...not very exciting and was too lazy to rotate them...so...deal with it! Anyways im off to vaccum or sumthing... ciao xx

shopping spree!

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 08:22:25 GMT

ok so wasn't a complete shopping spree...but i got afew lil nifty things...i bought some nice jeans and a shirt which i am ashamed to say is very fem looking...i knew my sister would get me to do it!...but i must say its pretty spiffing! And also surprisingly my sister and i did not kill eachother ...however we had a really nice day....i think now that we are older we are alot more tolerant of eachother...plus i know when my sister is getting bitchy so i just pretend not to hear her...good plan huh?

Had a fantastic row with my mobile fone company call centre this afternoon.....i'm sorry but is very frustrating when communications are lost when people cant understand eachothers english......*grumble*

well i am off to spend another interesting night with the relos....i think tommorow night we are even going to the RSL go the local R-eee as they say....but i have been told there are alot of lesbians in the area...if the'ir here its like pklaying fuckin wheres wally coz i havent seen any but myself..."the only gay in the village is it?"'

oh well i will let you know how it goes..till then kids enjoy urselves...i will be home soon....*sigh*...sssoooooon i hope...lol

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 22:48:58 GMT

So i am having an ok holiday still so far....but i am starting to miss my Sydney town...i'm not gunna get to go out this weekend...and it kinda pains me to think of... *sigh*

Up here the only disco lights are the stars and all u can hear at night is the sound of waves and cows....(the wave part is nice...not so much the cows.)

Well i put myself on the "pink sofa" yesterday...its an interesting site....chatted to afew gurls...will see if there is anyone intresting on there later....but for now i am going to go and see what sort of things i need to do to get myself in the army.....i know the first order of business...get fitter!

I've started walking twice a day..(never been a jogger) and my mother has a strange contraption that is supposed to "give you rock hard abs in just weeks!" lol...or so she says (mindless advertising dribble i'm sure...but i'll try it anyway)Anywho i will keep trying...

Off for a walk....

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 23:50:30 GMT

well i updated some of my photos....not very good i know but...i tried....i deont think they're that bad considering were all emailed from my phone to Lj....i'm quite impressed by my use of technology...annnyywho i am off to mow the bloody lawn...i feel so domestic its scary!

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:45:56 GMT

woohoo! am thoroughly enjoying holiday at the moment...no fights with mum and sis....my mums is letting me and sis go shopping for clothes on thurs...hell yea....need a new jacket for those cold nights!......isn't it a small little world ...Philbert83 who contacted me was a yr below me at highschool...and now thanx to fantastic technology we have caught up again...how nice :)

My knee is killing me tonight...my mum thought it would be a nice mother daughter thing to do and go for a 10km walk...5km for breakfast and 5km back...it was nice...but i dont think me knee enjoyed it.

Well i will sign off for now...may come up with something more interesting tomorrow...we'll see..till then chickens be safe have fun and miss yaz!

all is well in Kena land :)

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 04:50:32 GMT

weeellll i had a really good friday night/sat morning...after getting very drunk...and loosing friends...i found dear mark wandering outside of stonewall who promptly took me under wing and showed me Midnight Shift for the first time....another club cherry broken...ty mark..lol..(i owe you a beer and a game of pool!) whilst playing pool however i met an interesting gurl...alittle bit younger than myself.....a studnet....very pretty eyes and an interesting name.......perhaps i will meet her again....fingers crossed....how did i manage to find the only other lesbian in an predominantly gay mens bar....yay for me...lol....at anyrate i am on the way to being healed....

note to everyone else though...i am on a weeks holiday up the coast...and i will keep checkin my Lj for news...suey this means we wont be able to play ball...but we may still be able to chat!...be save love youse kids! xox

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 00:38:53 GMT

fucking bastard fuck bugger shit ggrrrrrrr aaarrrgghhh!!!
okay i am pissed off i didnt get back into my course....it means i am goin back next year...am totally pissed off and bummed.....i am having one of the worst two weeks ever....*sigh*...and where is everyone when u need them?...off leading normal exciting lives thats where...and good on them.

Well i have an interview this afternoon...i really hope i get it,....or else i am going to go broke and die of starvation...ffibngers crossed something goes right for me this week...plz plz plzzzzz.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 01:27:10 GMT

i am not at a good point today....i wanna fix my life up....i don't know why things have to be so hard sometimes....they look simple but then u take a closer look and they become more complicated than u realised.

i had a really good nite last nite with my friends....even par-took in a party pash with a very nice girl....but i can't get the other damn gurl outta my head...my.."love stinks" attitude needs some serious overhauling because its not doing much to kill my adoration of her....

*sigh* oh well who said love was easy....